I'm Living The Life!

2012-01-17T00:08:00.001+08:00

Nothing, but fear.

2012-01-15T22:08:00.002+08:00

Once again, I'm at the entrance of the gambling house. Many times, I have shyed away from this game of risk. If I were to stay and play this game this time, the rewards must be pretty darn high, cos the pain of loss would have failed to cripple my actions.
I always dream of entering this game and how everything would be if I dared to lay down my cards. But there is a fine line between fantasy and reality, which i fail to distinguish. Perhaps its time, the time is now, time for fantasy to become reality. True, there's a chance of losing, but you told me that you will never know if you never try.

Ignorance, renounce in you I shall, time and again you hurt me, reduce me, weaken me. No longer shall I spy, as such discoveries have proven to only tear me down, discourage me, stop me from entering this gamble.

The say the bigger the risk, the bigger the prize, at times like this, the risk intimidates in an awkward way, for this situation is far from ordinary.

2012-01-13T21:53:00.002+08:00

Is it worth? To suffer so much, suffer in silence, suffer in pain, taking such a huge gamble, to win all or lose everything. Against all odds, advocated by clear evidence of ignorance, or is it?

Break me, destroy me, kill me.

19 birthday, 241111

2011-11-24T22:01:00.002+08:00

19 years, they say when your age hits the 9 it marks the end of a chapter of your life.
For the next year the first number of your age will change. This shall be my last years of my teenage dream, entering the adulthood of this world, 20s. Faced with newer and much tougher challenges. This, being the final year of my teens, I should treasure it, for once its gone, it will never come back.

Looking back at the previous year, as an 18 year old, I recall my last birthday during the A level period. It was also, during that period when I was struggling to overcome the pains of rejection. Ever since, I have grown stronger, emotionally. It was an experience which I could take back lessons to learn from. Nothing in life happens for nothing, there is always a reason and learning to deal with it, through thorough reflection and God's guide. There will always be something to take away. Every experience, a stepping stone.

Indeed, there have been many milestones ever since 241110. First, it is the enlistment into the army. Enlisting into the army, something every Singaporean's son has to go through in some part of his life. Stepping away from my comfort zone, into the regimental organisation which emphasizes discipline. It was tough, initially, adapting to the military. Just when I was getting started, a misfortune came and I injured myself pretty bad, which I have to go for an operation for. I got posted out as a clerk in my new unit. Perhaps it is a blessing in disguises,that I injured myself. Where I am right now, no staying in, working like an office job. Doesn't feel like army at all, I like to call it "internship in army uniform" Where I am today, I believe God has a purpose for everything. Secondly, my insane size transforming. Up to today, I have lost a total net weight of 20kg from my maximum ever weight of 85 from today, 65. All the commitment has paid off, preBMT and even postBMT. Having the determination to change. Thank God for giving me this perseverance to press on. Hope I'll never touch my XL Clothes ever again, heh! xD Thirdly, is being able to get into the course in university of my choice. Applying for all 3 unis and being accepted into the one which I least expected. It was a surprise. SMU Accountancy, the interview which I screwed up so bad accepted me. Accepting this course, I have set my life for at least the next 10 years of my life, perhaps. Although at the moment I am still unsure of what I want for the future, what I want to do, what I want to be. Taking this step of faith into accountancy, may God's purpose be revealed. Fourthly, are values. Values are principles in your life you hold true to yourself. I have picked up many principles, perhaps through this process "maturity" in the past year. What is living? To treasure and appreciate, to give and to help. Treasure what you have, appreciate others, giving happiness to others, helping others in times of need. Only doing such, are you really living, really breathing. In life, identify those are true to you and those who aren't. As a rough guide, family members are usually true to you and only a small proportion of friends are. These people, are those who will stand by you when everything is breaking apart, through thin, through your flaws, through your darkest moments in your life. God put these people into your life, thank Him for that. It is only when you are bombarded and broken apart by setbacks, will you see who those true to you really are. These are the people, the ones who will walk this journey of life with you, till the day you part your frail mortal body.

Happy Birthday Samuel, no matter what stands before you, trust God and never never never give up.

Appreciate

2011-10-18T23:02:00.002+08:00

Never take others for granted, people have a choice if they want to be nice or mean to you. Appreciate, appreciate.

2011-10-16T23:40:00.001+08:00

Never ignore a person that loves you, cares for you and misses you. Because one day you might wake up from your sleep and realize that you lost the moon while counting stars. So true.

161011

2011-10-16T21:34:00.004+08:00

Mmm, this blog has been dead for ages. No readers, no posts, it's a dead graveyard here. Samuel and his dead graveyard, the beauty of how posts go unheard. Reading back at my last post on 11 march 2011, I was an army boy yet, a doing REAL ARMY stuff. Carrying my rifle, my field pack, wearing camou cream. I remember those times, those horrid times, those good times. When black could become white, and white become black. Friends who became foes and foes who became friends. It was a play, acting, a stage. Thank God it is all over, that happened when my shoulder poped, resulting in the need of a surgery coming February. Work is good, I've learnt alot from this office job as a clerk, how the office works, the politics, being office smart, perhaps its a blessing, or maybe a curse. Its true, I'm living a slack army life, I book out everyday, I sit in the aircon room. While others toil in the field, digging shellscraps and marching with their helmet on, under the scorching sun. Cursed, with no story to tell. What was army for me? I didn't hold guns, i sat in an office. That isn't a good story to tell, but everything happens for a reason, God is in control. Hardened heart, breaking heart. Waited for no one, waiting for some one. Freedom turned into slavery, of this deadly disease, love or rather - just wanting someone to be there. This is a cruel world, nobody can survive alone, not even the richest man in the world, not even the smartest man, and definitely not me. This had become a thing of the past, almost vanishing, purging out of my mind. Things happen, people change. Why am I doing what I am doing? I don't know. Some things just cant be explained, not in words, not in pictures. That's how stuff work don't they. Everyday people are finding new ways to explain things, but somethings still remain a mystery, an attribute God has put in to the universe. I'm having mixed feelings right now, I've no idea why I have a need to post a new post in my blog. Something just doesn't feel right and there's this need to shout out the overwhelming thoughts and feelings inside. Prayer, something I know is what we need. Without prayer, we'll feel empty, hopeless. Maybe thats the cause of my misery, these days I only pray in church, I'm officially a Sunday-only Christian. Maybe I shall start praying soon, on a daily basis, learning to trust God more. Perhaps God wants me to go back to him and learn to trust him again, so he's making me going through this avenue in my life. Maybe this is how God wants to speak to me today, through typing a blog post. Amazing how all these thoughts fly through my mind, I'm just typing out whatever comes to my head. Dear God, teach me to trust you all over again, only you know my heart's desire. Guide me, carry me, hold me in your arms. Cos without you, I am nothing. In your time.Living a life, filled with hidden mysteries. Hidden from the world, hidden from you. Pain, suffering and misery. Things that people do not see, behind that joyful face. Behind closed doors, hidden away from the world, Just between the four walls and me, thoughts run wild and the heart bleeds. Nobody knows, nobody knows.

2011-03-11T22:47:00.002+08:00

HI PEOPLE I'm alive! I've been in army for 3 weeks, 16 weeks to go! How do i feel about army? Army isn't that bad. Well, maybe cos its the first 3 weeks. But still, marching and all. It's becoming a norm. Although at times, i really miss the times as a civilian when i could do anything i want at any point of time. Army is about discipline. Sounds really cliche huh. It's an SAF core value. The reason for all the punishments which includes jumping jacks and push ups. Looking at it optimistically, the punishments are really great strength training sessions, hehe. I feel my muscles expanding over the weeks, for real! Ironically, i've been watching my diet in army despite the heavy training. I eat no rice for dinner and lesser rice for lunch. The ultimate goal to look good. HAHAHAH, narcist much.

Anyway, i got my rifle this week. Had a turnover in the morning when i was asleep. Although it was somewhat expected. Anyway, falling in at the parade square with other companies felt really good. I mean, you feel, like *ahem* a sense of pride for your country. LOL! I can't believe that just came from me but yeah. Honestly, i enjoyed that more than receiving my rifle. My stupid rifle, i hate it. So many things to do for it. It's a burden.It really is. Yes it protects me, but not for now! No bullet, protect what! LOL!

Moving on to my A level results. I really thank God for giving me good results. I didn't expect myself to do that well either. God is good. I got 83.25 points for A levels. Math A Econs A Chem B Physics C Gp C PW A CLB Pass. I honestly was expecting BBC or something cos i knew despite my hard work, i couldn't match up against those people from raffles and all. Like, come on. I got 20 points for O levels. Yeah, i didn't study. But i'm from YJ. I got "Advanced" in J1. And i didn't offer A math during O levels. I must say, I really outdid myself. All glory to God for helping me to stay focused and not give up. There were times when it all seemed so hard. But God gave me strength to press on and the verse that really pushed me was the verse i always saw in acsbr. Philipians 4:13 "I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength" This verse really helped pushed me over my limits. Facing the giants indeed. Next giant to face is NS and den university life. And one thing i will always remember is my future is in His hands. I hope this is inspiring and always remember, that everything happens for a reason and everything will be alright in the end just remember to have faith that your future is secured.

2011-02-13T15:48:00.002+08:00

Fear, a feeling Everyone experiences at different moments in their lives. As a child, you fear what will your parents do when you do something wrong, as a student, you fear failing examinations and as a working adult, you fear the security of your family.
What am I fearing now? The numbered days to enlistment? The thoughts of doing badly for As? True, these are things which people are afraid of. Fear comes in many degrees. Some maybe even affecting one psychologically. Fear has crippled many before, lords, kings and even nobodies like me. There is a common fear in all. Death. Every living mortal fears death. Many would rather forgo their treasures in order to preserve their lives. There is something in this world however, more powerful then death itself. This really ties in with valentines day but yes, love conquers death. Recall the last scene in titanic where Leonardo de caprio sacrifices himself to preserve the life of his love. Love is powerful, yet it is like a double edged sword. Love can also harm. Love hurts, what a cliche. Regardless, the saying is dam true. It hurts, it really does. Since love is powerful enough to conquer death, looking at it at another point of view, the pain love gives sometimes overpowers death. There have been instances where rejection has led to self injury and even suicide. So why play with This dangerous thing called love? Well, people need love. Being loved, an immense feeling which is simply out of this world. The feeling of security, joy, hope all combined as one. That Is love. When you love somebody, you are willing to go all out for that person. Parents who work hard, handling stressful deadlines and jobs just to ensure their child leads a happy life. Lovers who patch up after quarrels, that is love.
Sometimes for me, fear and love comes in a package. Loving somebody and fearing rejection, loving somebody and fearing the loss of a friendship, loving somebody and fearing that person gets taken. Maybe love may be too strong a word to use. Well, if it starts affecting your thought life, It's gotta be love. When you like somebody, it's a completely different thing. Yes, that person is hot and all. But that's only the first impression and liking Someone is short lived. Love lasts, unlike liking someone where appearances plays a role, Love involves character, sincerity and sometimes even emotions. When there is love, genuine love, nothing and I mean nothing can tear apart the relationship. Be it Between lovers, parents and their kids and even siblings.

2010-12-09T23:57:00.003+08:00

Is it better to hope or to forget? The flame carries on burning deeply, filled with desire and life. Frail attempts made to purge away such feelings, drowning oneself in other joys of life. But when evening fades and darkness reigns, the journey to beauty sleep makes one ponder and reflect, about one's life and everything starts to fade, and one cannot run from the truth anymore. Ocassionally, the truth bugs you in your sleep, turning dreams into nightmares and nightmares into dreams.
A fresh new day, and the cycle continues.

2010-11-12T18:48:00.003+08:00

It's the end of the first week of A levels. I think I've been doing well for the past few papers. Well with respect to my standard that is. Prayer really helps. Without God's help, I definitely wouldnt have been able to manage my papers well. With 2 more weeks to the end of this phase of my life and my 18th! This chapter of my life has been a life changing one indeed. I feel that what I am now is much different from what I was back then. Simple things like better communication skills to larger things like mindset and confidence. Especially so when I was preparing for my As. That few months of preparation was like a rapid mind maturing period. What I Want to take from this chapter to the next moment of my life are the lessons learnt, the experiences(bitter or sweet) and the memories. It has been a bumpy road, with many instances of undesirable set backs. Moments of joy, sorrow and even anger. But ultimately, I managed to pick myself up when I fell and kept on going on with life. I admit there were periods when I felt like throwing in the towel, days of misery and regrets. But these are all but just different portions which make up this 2 years. Happy moments too, from studies to friends and even heartstopper moments. As I enter the next chapter of my life and I'm going to make sure that I leave without regrets in fact, i have already decided what will be on the first page of this new chapter, but of course it's an ideal but ideality may deviate from reality.

2010-10-13T21:38:00.002+08:00

As I look back on my previous blog posts. I realized I've always regarded here as a place where I can just let loose and let out my thoughts. Things that I wanna scream out. It's my emotional friend whom I can spill out all my troubles to. Perhaps there're readers like you! But it's okay. I regard this as a personal space. I'm so stressed out! A levels is killing me. I've never worked so hard before. God grant me strength to last through this final lap, this final sprint. And that's not the worse thing. These sorrows are further amplified by another issue! I told myself that I wouldn't fall in love anymore. But sometimes it can't be controlled. In the past, I saw you as a friend, really. But somehow things got complicated for me. I started falling for you. I'm back to the same position I was months back when I told myself NOMORE! But I can't help it. I believe you realized it too. And my mind is running wild. I couldn't sleep for nights. I spent hours turning and turning trying to sleep, but not to any success. I'm stuck at a crossroad, to continue this path of uncertainty or I could try to forget And let go. Everytime when I study, every now and then. Thoughts flood my head. God, why must you always put me through this kind of situations in life? Can't you let things be simple and sweet? God grant me strength, grant me hope, help me make the right decisions, because ultimately, you know what's best. Amen.

2010-02-21T23:07:00.002+08:00

I am Free!

Love

2010-02-01T23:27:00.001+08:00

I tried letting it go.. I thought I suceeded, but it's all just a cover, a self telling lie. When I saw you once again, my heart skipped a beat or two. I made a swift escape - which I regretted; I told myself that I was just dreaming. I controlled, I endured. After the long struggle, I have to finally give in. You're still the one, the one I hold close. My mind is filled with jealousy, envy, axiousness. I'm becoming sick - love sick. I don't know what I see in you, is it your eyes? Your smile? I don't think so. If it were so, I could have gotten you out of my mind. No - you've remained deep down here for close to a year already. But the feelings deep down remain evergreen and strong - it all seems like it was just yesterday I fell for you. These words alone can't comprehend what you mean. Perhaps i should draw a picture as a picture speaks a thousand words. Which will still be insufficient. I want to hold you in my arms right now, I really do. I just hope you will appear in my dreams tonight and It doesn't matter if it's a fairytale or a nightmare. As that's the closest you can ever be to me. Unless some miracle takes place - I believe in miracles.

2010

2010-01-10T22:01:00.001+08:00

First post of the year haha. I haven't been blogging in a while. My holidays were kinda busy. I worked in a ripples storehouse dealing with slippers everyday. That was like 3 weeks, then I went to Malaysia for a week. Yeah, anyway 2009 was a year I would remember, haha. Like this was the first year I got wasted HAHA! Anyway, I enjoyed my year and I hope for the coming year I'll be able to balance between work and fun. Cos it's A's and yeah. The game's just getting started - when I say game I mean A's! Hahaha. Happy new year to all! :)

2009-11-17T21:04:00.003+08:00

Sometimes i just wonder why God gave me such a screwed up life.

2009-11-09T14:03:00.002+08:00

It has been one month since my last update. Well, blame promos. I dare say i studied harder for promos then my o levels. Guess i will be screwing up physics though. Oh well, let's just hope my school will allow me to promote. I recently finished my Chinese "A" levels and i'm pretty sure i will fail. Did i mention that i didn't know that the last comprehension passage was about mickey mouse? Awesome, my oral presentation is this coming Thursday and the thought of messing it up keeps tormenting me. I'm already speaking either too fast, or moving too much. HAHAHAHAHA. But with a larger audience, i'm pretty sure i will have a tendency to make mistakes. Another horrible thing is that my schools' ending like around end November. Which means i have school on MY birthday. Haven't had that for what, 16 birthdays?

School aside, its coming to the end of the year. My plan failed the last time, or rather, i didn't even give it a shot. It was then 09/09/09. I can't be procrastinating anymore, i have to at least try. The biggest regret in life is not failure, but failing to try. I'm going to venture into this dangerous unfamiliar world deep blue world. Nemo.

2009-10-02T22:09:00.002+08:00

Love is like the wind, you can't see it, but you can feel it.

But what do i feel? Is it the wind? or is it just pure imagination? Hallucinations? I've no idea what makes you so special. But theres this thing about you and God i have no idea what it is. Love or not, you let off an aura, which feels like the wind, which creates an element in me for you, love. Perhaps its all but my wild imagination.

2009-09-19T22:23:00.003+08:00

Life sucks, well at least mine. Getting kped everyday without fail, being the scape goat of things that go wrong. How i wished i could just go far far away. Perhaps together with the waters in the ocean, and i could even be with you. Sadly, its all but a fantasy, even being able to swim with you to the depths of the sea. I just have to live with it. This pain, this mediocrity, this stupidity, this misery. With exams coming up, Oh God, what have i ever done to deserve such a life like this. Oh what can i do? The closest thing that is able to change things is you. You're the element of life changing properties. You're one of a kind, unique and special. You are the thing that makes my world go round. All i can ever do is dream.

2009-09-03T22:40:00.004+08:00

As the promos draw nearer, i'm starting to hit the books. God, what has JC done to me? Well, that is but just the tip of the iceberg, beneath the frozen icicle lives the harmless creature that harms. Ironic isn't it. This harmless being is the heart of the iceberg, it seems to be the thing keeping the ice tower high. Hallucinations or illusions it may be, but to me it is the thing that causes my jealousy, it makes do foolish deeds. But do i care? No, this core of the iceberg is the thing that keeps me alive, it gives me purpose, it drives me into ambition. Neglecting it will just bring pain, but cultivating it, ah, now that will bring me somewhere, somewhere beyond my wildest dreams, somewhere, out there, far far away from reality.

2009-08-28T22:14:00.005+08:00

The five things i like about you; Your eyes, Your hair, Your voice, YOU and most of all its because you made me fall in love with you.

2009-08-07T21:53:00.000+08:00

That smile, that wave, that small little moment, that 5 seconds, every little thing, could just make my day brighter.

2009-08-05T21:55:00.004+08:00

The day is coming; No its not the promos. It's when i will step out of my comfort zone. Well, it's just a phone call. What's so difficult? 1 more month . . . . It's a big gamble, if i win, i win big, if i lose, well, i won't wanna know what happens. Taking gamble, is better than just watching the game. Be part of it, Yeah i am the man, i'm gonna do it. Samuel, You Can Do It.

2009-07-28T23:01:00.003+08:00

Hope, wishes and wants. Is that all? Am i to sit behind and pretend like i do not care? Do i truly wish for this to continue? Letting things be? Ignorance and oblivious? Will i end up hurting myself instead? Why would i expect such actions to evolve to something good? Look at the situation, SAMUEL! WAKE UP! IT"S TIME TO FACE REALITY! YOU ARE BEING DOWNRIGHT STUPID, SAMUEL. Without any action, nothing will work out. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing.

2009-07-24T22:18:00.003+08:00

Although a chain of unfortunate events has occurred, reflecting and looking back, it is worth it, in fact, having that moment is worthed more than that. That moment when you felt closer, that small little moment. You made my conditions worse, i'm now getting weaker and sicker, you're the cure, the antidote, the one thing i need.

2009-07-21T21:52:00.004+08:00

Two forces collide, two invisible forces, forces that travel at the speed of light. Forces that intensifies, excites and tingles your senses. Two forces from two different worlds; The impact of two different force instead of causing a catastrophic event, forms the elements and fundamentals of humanity: love, joy, happiness, peace. Such forces are projected by glares, stares, glances by two different beings; Beautiful but fragile, a moment intensifies one as if their world has stopped, placing the mind in a confused state, delirious, infatuated. As such, withdrawing the forces will help one return back to reality, but the forces will find ways and means to collide together again, to achieve their harmony, uncontrollable by human strength alone.

2009-07-16T23:34:00.001+08:00

Bittersweet moments, come and go;
You can turn my sunshine, into snow;
A moment from you feels like forever;
making my heartbeats go faster and faster;
Everyday i long to see your face;
that small little smile will just make my day;
i wonder why did i even try to look away;
when my true love is the one i see today

2009-07-10T17:53:00.002+08:00

Love is about facing your biggest fears. But what if you are afraid to face you fears? All i've got are futile attempts, attempts which are meaningless. Faced by tribulations, i could do nothing but just stare, blending into the crowd pretending like nothing has happened. It seems like i care less about anything but myself, selfish mortal. But what? Fear shadows me like a cage, a limit, preventing me from doing anything else. Planning does not help, i tried, many different methods, but i just ended up retreating from the warzone, not even firing a single bullet. What is all this? Running from battles to restrategise? I've ran from too many battle, at this rate, i am going to lose the war, lose everything. History seems to be repeating itself in a different territory, after losing my first, why can't i learn any lessons? Whats the use of studying history? Am i not supposed to be able to learn from my mistakes? I am making the same mistakes over and over again!

The face and body cannot portray the true heart, a smile may actually be used to express a miserable frown, a painful heart, it feels like it has just been pierced. "Be what you are and not what others want to see" What if being yourself means failure? What if it means humiliation? Change? Yes, change is good. But what if you fear change? What can you do? Nothing? This is a vicious cycle, i can only hope for a miracle.

2009-07-08T18:08:00.001+08:00

IT HAS ALMOST BEEN FOUR MONTHS! YES FOUR MONTHS! 4!!!!!!

2009-07-07T19:23:00.002+08:00

Decided to revamp my blog, didn't plan to but my previous blog skin got "deleted" and like the screen is all white and all. I think the person who hosted the skin had his account closed, anyway hows my new blogskin? I think its easier to see and read haha! Anyway, i finished my block test a week ago and am getting back the results soon. Terrible, terrible! I know i'm screwed for physics, its like the only subject i had time to SLEEP. YES, i had no time to sleep in all the other papers, gone where the secondary day schools playing with pens, drawing on papers whilst waiting for time to fly, oh man that was the life. Oh, i'm like having my A levels CHINESE oral examination next wednesday! Its as good as higher chinese and like i got C6 for O levels CHINESE. The probability of me passing chinese? I'd say the probability of having a nation wide quarantine. HAHA. Oh i think the new swine flu quarantine measures like tracing and all is really stupid, its so troublesome and all. They should seriously just close school or if they want lessons to resume, just issue masks although it will look downright stupid HAHA. Also, I've never studied so hard for o levels compared to my JC block tests. JC is really a killer! Well, uni's gonna be worse, time to appreciate my 2 years LOL!

2009-05-25T22:05:00.003+08:00

Everything is like an enigma, full of complications trapped in a labyrinth unable to escape. Oblivious to the world, suffering in silence, like a deadly disease harmful and deadly. A vaccine is needed, a cure, an immunity booster.

I'm currently facing many obstacles where which most of them are just the starting moment, the first push, the first cry. The main obstacle, the hurdle stopping me from my joy and success is merely making the first step, the beginning, yet fantasies of soaring high are the thoughts i always get, when steps are something i cannot even accomplish in the first place. Patience is the only key element i have, patience to only wait for myself. But will the other things wait for me? Can i catch up?

P.S I"M NOT EMO; EMO PPL SUCK!

2009-05-05T21:28:00.001+08:00

Omg! Yj got silver for syf. After the long hours we put in, it finally paid off! We've improved from bronze to silver! The joy it brings is overwhelming. Cos you know you have done your part since it is a small choir. Yeah! Really glad ac got gold with honors too haha! Improved from gold! Bundajhari! Thunder clap!

2009-04-09T17:49:00.006+08:00

The rain dances in the dark blue sky,

its frailty depicts its weakness,

or so it seems,

but danger lurks at every corner.

Little did i know as i approached the dancing little raindrops,

beautiful and intoxicating it seems,

drawing near intensifies its awesomeness,

mesmerizing and stunning it seems,

darkness spreads over me like a shadow,

shadowing me from the beautiful dancing little raindrops.

Damn you shadows of darkness!

I could do nothing but be captivated by your might.

Working like a slave,

I could do little but do your biddings.

Ruin me you may,

but do not make the clouds go away.

Foolish actions bring about foolish results,

the clouds in the sky seem to be clearing,

bringing with it the raindrops to a faraway place.

Only time will tell,

whether the rain will decide to stay.

last day of orientation

2009-02-06T22:46:00.003+08:00

today's the last day of orientation. It was really fun and long but very shack! guess what?! my class got selected to represent our house thosson for the cheer leading competition! although we lost, it was very fun! :D first we started with whoa, whoa, this is where we wanna be, whoa, whoa. boom boom boom boom! we'll send you to your doom, go crying to your mama and begging for your papa. then we sang the song using beautiful girl melody. we are from class 119, the best class of yjc, we are just too awesome, too awesome the greatest class of all. we are from class 119, the proud class of yjc, we are the undefeated, the unbeaten, the greatest class of all.then we sang some song using the bon jovi song melody. this ain't a song for the broken hearted, 119's gonna rock forever, we ain't gonna be just a group in yj, you gonna hear our voice when we shout it out loud! 119, it's now or never, we're gonna rock forever, we're gonna win in yjc. anyway my house won the best skit award for crime prevention. :D :D

all these took a loooooooong time and by the time i got up, my legs were like numb la! anyway, we had a class bbq in the quadrangle with the other classes with some jam and hop thingy where we all are supposed to jump and jump while they sang. anyway, we did not manage to start the fire for the bbq until it was really late, like when everyone's gonna leave soon. i was really blur at the song jumping part as well, i don't know ANY of the songs they sang except one of them. -.- i can't believe im so pathetic la hahahaha. anyway lessons' gonna start on monday already and i got my chem notes today and im going to cry already hahahaha!

orientation is soooo fun and i'll never forget this time of my life. although the long distance walks and severe sun burns could be a real problem. =/

yjc

2009-02-04T20:11:00.002+08:00

it's been a while since i posted. Anyway, i got posted to yjc incase some of you didn't know and orientation and all is freaking fun. On the first day was LOL. Everyone go there like very introverted and im those super introveted kind also la lol. Then on the first day everyone already broke the ice. Totally awesome. Furthermore, there are quite a number of people i know posted to yjc. Two of my secondary school classmates, quite a number of my secondary school schoolmates and even one church friend!

The following day, there was like couple dance and i have to admit it was very fun, well only if your dance partner could get the dance moves right. Today, there was alot of sports games which was like super! Now my class like super bonded and enthu la all also cheer hahahha. Even my introverted personality has been broken down. hahahahhaa! By the way its dam fun to sabou people in the class!! especially VINCE!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

YJ is really fun mhm. but once and ac boy always an ac boy. :D :D :D

Tee-Teeorson-Tee-Tee-Teeorson!!!

2009-01-06T01:12:00.002+08:00

The end of the holidays is apporaching. The clock is ticking and the 'o' levels results will be released really soon. Well, at least the start of school will keep me busy instead of making life boring and wasteful.

2008 was a bad year. But 2009 will be different. It's gonna be a great year. Yeap. The year of free favours. Yeap. My future's decided!

back

2008-12-10T21:08:00.003+08:00

back from church retreat.. hahaha havent blogged in a long time. Anyway, this church retreat was awesome yeah. God has called me back to him hahaha havent been doing quiet for a long time =/ but now im gonna start doing it again.. well, yeah. cant wait for school to start, its very boring at home. -.- yeap. taa-taa!

Because you live - Jesse McCartney

Staring out at the rain with a heavy heart
It's the end of the world in my mind
Then your voice pulls me back like a wake up call
I've been looking for the answer
Somewhere
I couldn't see that it was right there
But now I know what I didn't know

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky

It's alright, I survived, I'm alive again
Cuz of you, made it through every storm
What is life, what's the use if you're killing time
I'm so glad I found an angel
Someone
Who was there when all my hopes fell
I wanna fly, looking in your eyes

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky
Because you live, I live

Because you live there's a reason why
I carry on when I lose the fight
I want to give what you've given me always

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has everything I need to survive

Prelims

2008-09-11T23:14:00.002+08:00

Well, heres my prelim's marks

English-C5
Maths-C6
Chinese-D7(O level's marks) F9 for prelims LOL(anyhow done)
Science-C5
Geog-E8
Combined Humanties-C6
F&N-C6

L1R4-28
L1R5-35

Well, it's improved alot from mid year but its still pretty crap and im screwed if i get these results for my actualy 'O' level's. Keep me in your prayer's people. :D

2008-08-23T22:52:00.002+08:00

YAY i changed my blog skin finally LOL!!! anyway, o levels in 55 days and im kinda in the midst of my prelims and so well im coping... well sort of.. but spiritually, i'm doing badly, i haven't been doing my quiet time for like what 2 weeks?! since the last time i updated, many things have happened okay maybe not many things but VERY IMPORTANT things which only the ones involved knows, but yeah. By the way, i flunked my chinese o level with a D7 and i got a P for oral which means a perfect! :) so yeah im retaking by the way p is for pass not perfect incase you got fooled (only a retard will get fooled xD) anyway wish me all the best and keep me in your prayers as i take my upcoming o levels.

I do hope people still visit my blog although its kinda dead.. i think. LOL!

2008-07-03T20:09:00.005+08:00

Today had f&n practical o level exams haha it was pretty okay although my presentation was wierd as i used a christmas setting when its like July haha. I prepared lamb chop, which everyone enjoyed (it was medium rare, lol supposed to be well cooked), ratatouille(which no one ate as it was all vegetables), scones which looked bad but tasted awesome and the fruity yoghurt drink which was super sour lol. Yeap, we all did the impossible. haha. I finished everything in like 1 hr or so and had like 1 hr to wash up which seemed long at first but was just right.

Merry Christmas LOL notice the santa clause haha.

2008-06-18T16:43:00.002+08:00

Today i had my organ grade 7 exam and i screwed it up real bad. Well i had five songs, beauty and the beast, titanic, haunted mansion, a whole new world, its a small world and two arrangement pieces, top of the world and the sound of music.

Anyway, as i arrived there, they gave me 5 minutes to read my improvisation score which is like an unseen piece. Then i waited outside for like 15 minutes and they finally called me in. I was greeted by two examainers where one of them looked very familiar, as if he was my examainer previously. Anyway, they chose haunted mansion as the first piece and it was the hardest thing i ever played there at that moment. It felt super cold as i was very nervous and when i played the piece, my legs was shivering like crazy! So i had to concentrate more on the bass and expression as those where were my feet where and i was even wearing shoes and this made playing the bass harder as i usually played bare footed at home(although i practised a few times with my shoes which was okay), this therefore made me lose concentration with my hands and the song did not have the mood and feeling in it. To make matters worst, when it was arrangement, they chose top of the world and i pasted the scores wrongly and while playing the song, i requested to be given a chance to play again(they called it a jigsaw puzzle-.-), however they are not suppoed to give me another chance but they gave me a chance after i explained that the score sheets were not pasted correctly, THANK GOD!! Anyway, i played the piece fairly well with the same problems. Then came listening which i did fairly well. As i left the room, i was still so tensed up that i forgot to take my diskett and had to return later which was so embarassing xD Anyway, i told my teacher about it and she told be to not worry about it but i am still scared that i might fail. :(

Anyways, school is starting. YAY! But that means i cant talk on the phone until 2 anymore or even past 12 :(
Ultimately, this holidays was fruitful although i did not study enough compared to the amount i am supposed to be studying, but i feel that i have grown spiritually and in many other things. Lets live all our lives to put a smile on God's face. :)

The Call

2008-06-15T00:23:00.002+08:00

The Call - Regina Spektor
From "The Chronicles of Narnia - Prince Caspian"

It started out as a feeling
Which then grew into a hope
Which then turned into a quiet thought
Which then turned into a quiet word

And then that word grew louder and louder
Til it was a battle cry

I'll come back
When you call me
No need to say goodbye

Just because everything's changing
Doesn't mean it's never
Been this way before

All you can do is try to know
Who your friends are
As you head off to the war

Pick a star on the dark horizon
And follow the light

You'll come back
When it's over
No need to say good bye

You'll come back
When it's over
No need to say good bye..

Now we're back to the beginning
It's just a feeling and no one knows yet
But just because they can't feel it too
Doesn't mean that you have to forget

Let your memories grow stronger and stronger
Til they're before your eyes

You'll come back
When they call you
No need to say good bye

You'll come back
When they call you
No need to say good bye

2008-05-26T17:03:00.005+08:00

It's been a rather long or should i say exhausting week. This week was the week i used to prepare for my chinese o levels which was today. Yeah, Samuel studied chinese. LOL! Anyway the paper was relatively easy compared to my school's paper. However, i kinda ran out of time and scribbled away the last few questions of the comprehension. Anyway, i hope the makers over at cambridge will be able to read my hand writing cos it was really really messy as i was rushing through the last half and hour or so for two WRITTEN comprehensions not MCQ. Anyway, my mid year results was terrible and although i passed my science this time, i got F9s for every subject except english and science including ssh and maths. =( Yup l1r4 - 37 l1r5 - 46. If i get this results for o level i'll jump down lol kidding.

So anyway, i was down, real down. My world seemed to be in a mess, everything was going wrong, wrong, wrong. So i played computer games to cheer myself up but i normally end up down after the end of it. Then i had an agreement with my friend not to play dota and yeah i started later then the 'agreed time' but i will always feel like playing dota when i've nothing to do. So one night while i was in my room, i turned to God. Yes, i did my quiet time and everything has changed for the better. I don't know how but God made me feel much better. Just after one quiet time, my world seemed brighter than it was before. I no longer feel like playing dota anymore. But i'll still play after the o levels. xD I currently am playing super dancer online but it gets boring after 1 hour or so cos i will finish playing all the supposedly nicer songs cos i dun like chinese songs hahas. So yeah God changed everything and now even when things go wrong, i no longer feel as upset as before. Seriously, i no longer desire for anything as much as last time cos God is the best thing worth desiring for. Except, for of course ......the usual stuffs and PROMISES.
"I don't know what the future holds. But i know what holds the future."

Oh and did i tell you i started posting vids on youtube of me playing my electone(organ) u can view it from here : http://youtube.com/user/SamuelMiAo
and i will update it quite often....Well, more than my blog anyway. xD

2008-05-05T23:15:00.003+08:00

When I look on you a moment, then I can speak no more, but my tongue falls silent, and at once a delicate flame courses beneath my skin, and with my eyes i see nothing, and my ears hum, and a wet sweat bathes me and a trembling seizes me all over.

In the midst of the exams, im here blogging haha cos i haf no paper tomorrow!! So i need not go to school tomorrow. So.. Yeah! Anyways, today had my maths paper 2 and physics paper. Physics was a piece of cake and i think that this is my first physics exam that i am going to pass. xD Maths paper 2 on the other hand was OMG!! No matter how hard i tried to think but it was all futile as i was unable to solve many questions i thought so hard that i had a headache during the paper. I'm going to flunk it so bad =( anyways the paper is hard compared to the ten year series hah! I just realised that this year is going by very quickly it is now what, May?! The 'O's are coming really quickly and i cannot do my mid year exams well. I only did ONE question in geography paper 1!(Out of 2) Anyway, i'm having geography paper 2 this thursday on human geography and i am really terrible at human geography.

2008-03-30T17:42:00.002+08:00

OMG i cant believe i last blogged at 31/12/07. So yeah here i am to post incase u are wondering if i have stopped blogging XD. Anyway, GUESS WHAT?! I didn't go to school last friday as i was having a fever and sore throat. However, i did not see a doctor as i had medicine at home which.. works! *my mum is a pharmacist -.- Okay nevermind. Sadly, i dropped my 4gb memory stick somewhere which was full of games and music my PRECIOUS MUSIC =( a few saturdays ago at J8. Anyway, i was upset for like ermm 1 hour?! Then i saw my cousins and uncle at the place and had fun playing wif my cousins lol and if you thought they were teens, NO you are WRONG. They are Preschool! =D refer to my msn display pic to see how one of them looks like, the younger one actually. Okay, why am i talking about my cousins suddenly. -.-

Anyways, Mid year is coming. Then prelims, then 'O's.. Oh and from today, i've officialy stopped computer games until after my 'O's having maybe only a bit of games in between like during public holidays =D I hope my 'skills' dun deprove overtime thou.XD Ok thats all BYEE.

last post of the year

2007-12-31T19:53:00.001+08:00

okay.. this is bad.. i haven't been posting for a month as usual.. and this year is coming to an end.. school's starting in two days time and'o' levels prelims are coming in 8 months time. Goodness!!!! Ah so what have i been doing this holidays? Heavy gaming?! WRONG!! Something hard to believe but i'm working!! Anyway, today was the last day of work, finally! Although it is pretty slack and we have a dumb dumb dumb dumb colleague. Oh and did i mention that we can play PSP games while working? When there are no customers that is.

Aye, this year has been great, awesome! Best year of my secondary school life currently. Many new experiences of ALL kinds like OBS for an example.. OH! I also have to thank God for giving me such good classmates who are relatively better than my classmates of the previous secondary school classes. HAH what i said today at LG gathering which i was about ONLY 4 hours late which is not a big deal. XD

Ah! The 'new year resolution' is...... Yes, i want to grow in God BY.... Talking and Meeting (TM) the same way as you would grow in a relationship with a friend. I hope i mean what i said! XD Yes, i'm not doing well in my relationship with God now. So... yea..

Okay, i hope people still visit my blog, if you do please tag! Cos this place seems anyway i wanna wish everyone a.. Happy New Year! :D

Appreciate

2007-12-10T00:59:00.000+08:00

Appreciate

Theres a man dying on the side of the road
Won't make it home tonight.
He was driving fast on his cell phone,
That's how he lived his life.
And while he was hangin' by a thread
these were the final words he said

Chorus;
My girl turns sweet sixteen today,
She's beautiful, so beautiful.
It might get rough sometimes
But I hope she keeps her faith.(hope she keeps her faith)
I wish I grabbed a chance to say to her
Life is too short so take the time and appreciate

There's a women crying on the kitchen floor,
She got a call tonight.
Now she's trembling outside her daughter's door
Walks in and holds her tight
Wondering how and where to start,
Is there a way to shield her heart?

Appreciate

(Chorus)
My girl turns sweet sixteen today,
She's beautiful, so beautiful.
It might get rough sometimes but I hope she keeps her faith.(hope she keeps her faith)
I wish I grabbed the chance to say to her
Life is too short so take the time and Appreciate

Any but a loving way
get hurt along the way
Don't be afraid to open up
And use the time you have before it fades
Show your love today

(Chorus)
My girl turns sweet sixteen today,
She's beautiful, so beautiful.
it might get rough sometimes
but I hope she keeps her faith.(hope she keeps her faith)
I wish I grabbed
chance to say to her
Life is too short so take the time and appreciate.
Life is too short so take the time and appreciate.

By Nicholas Jonas

camp

2007-11-02T17:02:00.000+08:00

BACK FROM OBS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Day 1 :

Went to school by friend's car and after that took the bus from school to punggol jetty... Then took the boat to PULAU UBIN! *While boarding the boat, my friend fell!! 'Eh dun fall down'LOL anyway once we reached there, we did those admin stuff and OMG my group was with SCOUTS OMG!@!#$@!#@!#@!(They know jungle survival:D) My group's name was Magellan and we had to unpack our store which contained our tents and stuff once we reached there and it smelled so bad! After that we climbed some thingy where my friend had a hard time belaying me. Poor thing, anyway for lunch we had buns and for dinner we had instant noodles all cooked by the scouts using solid fuel tablets! LOL. Then we pithced our tents and it was my first time doing it so my friends and i had to see how to do it but in the end they pitched the tents for us at time. The tents were stuffy and hot and i had to open the 'windows' of the tent and four people slept in the one tent and one of my friend's was rather pissed with another friend's snoring cos it was too loud LOL. In the end after being super tired i finally managed to sleep despite the snoring!! The worst part is that there was a fire drill in the middle of the night. :(

Day 2 :

Woke up early to unpitch tents and as usual, we did not know how to do it and had to see how the scouts did it but in the end they unpitched it for us again. After that we had biscuits for breakfast and packed the bags they provided us with our stuff as we were gonna hike. The bag was mighty heavy and i mainly took the tent bag during the hike giving my poor partner the clothing bag. Although both are still quite heavy. Anyway, we hiked for like 5-7 hours following the irritating check points which was totally off course and i nearly 'died', well sort off anyway. When we finally reached the beach, which was our camp site for the second night, we were overjoyed! we had curry chicken and rice for dinner which was terrible and this time pitched our tents with rocks which was hard. Sleeping time! The person who complained about the snoring swaped with another person who was smaller sized who suppossedly took lesser place but took alot of space and did i mention too that his feet STINKED?! He went hiking without socks! In the end, i talked to the 'snoring' friend of mine until it was super late and we were super tired cos it was IMPOSSIBLE to sleep with him there when you are not tired yet. However, it rained halfway in the night or should i say morning and it flooded our tents making our tents smelly.

Day 3 :

Woke up early, as usual and this time we had to get everything ready by 630, unpitching tents and even changing up to our wet attire cos we were going to KAYAK!! Anyway we went through loads of breifings and even had to move our bags to the speed boat for them to bring to the next camp before we finally kayaked and that was my first time kayaking as well.. -.- Anyway, my partner lost his spectacles in the water when we did our practice capsize and he was sent straight to our destination which was another campsite by a super fast boat and i was left to partner the guy with stinko feet! Kayaking was fun, i saw a JELLYFISH and we kayaked into the swamp which was ... Anyway we had to kayak through the swamp for a long time before reaching to the sea which was linked to our next campsite. Kayaking so long in the sun gave me sunburns which was super bad and it also made my arms super tired cos my partner infront of me was resting very often. At the open sea, we saw the other kayak group which started much earlier than us and we tried overtaking them and you know what? WE DID! After we reached the campsite we had to move those heavy kayaks to one corner and not only that, we also had to help the other slower kayak group to move theirs too. O and we had lunch while we were on the kayak in the swamp and open sea.. When we reached the campsite, we had dinner prepared by the people working at their 'food centre' and it was RELATIVELY good. After that, we had to pitch our tents in the DARK and it was hard! So the instructor helped us this time. Sleeping time was the same as the previous one except now, the floor was uneven and rocky and the tent was smelly and wet. The sleeping process was the same but this time i became tired faster because i was kayaking for like 5 - 6 hours that day.

Day 4 :

Woke up with a bad back as i didn't sleep straight, weak arms due to kayaking and painful burns. This time, we climbed a super hard obstacle course which consisted of many kind of things you could use to climb to reach the top of it, and i gave up halfway cos my arms were breaking apart and i could not carry on anymore. Anyway, we tracked back to our original campsite after that which was really near but they organised activities for us along the way. At the first activity(which was the last in the end), we were supposed to walk on logs to rescue some people and i didn't kinda like it and i wished that it would be canceled and you know what?! IT DID, cos it seemed like it was going to rain. We then continued our hike to our original campsite that contained our ORIGINAL bags. Once we reached there, we were very happy as 'going home' seemed SO NEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! For dinner, they cooked all our remaing rations which were alot however i did not like it and ate bread for dinner :D it rawked!! Peanut butter jelly!! My friend ate 10 and vomited later in the night :S Anyway, sleeping was terrible, as usual, thank goodness for 'OFF' the insect repellent cos i used it get rid of the smell in the tent and we slept quite quickly.

Day 5 : LAST DAY ( TODAY )

We woke up early today and quickly unpitched our tents and we quickly packed our stores so we could be dismissed quickly, but NO, there was still JETTY JUMP where we had to jump off the jetty which was kinda scary when you were up there. That was fun. Finally, we waited for our boats anxious to get home and not only that, there were buses waiting for us at pulau ubin jetty that would bring us back to school!! After that i went to KFC with my friends(FINALLY SOMETHING NOT PATHETIC) and went home.

This camp gave me loads of aches and burns but it was kewl and fun.... Living without any technology for these days was terrible but it was good to go out of your comfort zone for a while. ARGHHH SUNBURNS AND PIMPLES!!!!

End of exams

2007-10-11T23:42:00.000+08:00

Today was the end of my papers. The last paper was chinese paper two YES!!!!!!!!!!! After that i went to watch a show with my class about more than 15 people went and we watched resident evil extinction i know its nc16 i have no idea how did they get the tickets anyway. The show was scary and i was hugging by bag tightly during the show LOL!!! Maybe it was not scary but it was really really shocking.. After that i was supposed to play LAN wif my class but there were no spaces so i wasted like 2 hours waiting for a computer... In the end, my friend and i decided to come to my house and we played xbox and computer :S AHHHH EXAMS RESULTS OUT NEXT FRIDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

exams are coming

2007-09-17T18:58:00.000+08:00

Its been a long time since i last posted and i'm posting at such a terrible time cos The exams are like 11 days away and here i am blogging, pathetic -.- Anyway i've been studying, well sort off.... :S So i've really got nothing to say, LOL!!!!!!!!! Since i've got nothing to say i'll just put some stuff here to entertain you :D

Q: Why did the elephant wear green socks?
A: To hide in the tree! (Not funny, but hang on..)

Q: Have you ever seen an elephant hiding in trees?
A: No (See how well it works)

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Q: A man was caught by cannibals and the cannibals told him that he was allowed to guess how they were going to cook him and if he guessed correctly, he would be boiled in hot water and if he guessed wrongly, he would be fryed in hot oil. The cannibals let him go in the end, how come?

A: He told them that they were going to fry him in hot oil. So if frying in oil was the right guess, they would have to boil him in hot water but it will be bypassing the right guess consequence as he was supposed to be boiled in hot water if he got it correct. Even if the guess is wrong, they can't fry him as frying him would be bypassing his guess as if it is wrong to fry him how can they carry out their consequence of frying?(Yes the answer is abit tough to understand, think about it. You'll get it, i'm sure!)

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Okay have fun! :DDDD

newspaper collection

2007-07-20T16:39:00.000+08:00

wee i just reached home and i'm blogging about today's newspaper collection the same one i had a think a year or two before.

okay i was assigned with another two friends and we had to collect old newspapers or clothes for recycling. we went during our PD period at 1 and i just reached home 4:30 since i went directly home from the place - Ang mo kio. So near. LOL. It was totally funny, my friend kept pressing the lift bell hahaha. My block was the same as the 'deposition zone' place so it wasn't very tiring since we didn't need to carry the newspapers very far. To decide who talked we played scissors paper stone and i always seem to lose and i win like 10% of the time -.- So i did the most talking and my friends did the carrying ahaha.

Here's the BIG mess of the newspapers and the plastic bags, of course contains the old clothes. LOL. Don't worry i did not collect all of it, it was everyone's collections LOL! Then after that i went home from there while the others had to go back to school!! HAHAHA!!

Okay, i'll stop here... MMMIIIIAAAAAAAAAOOOOOOOOO!!!

2007-07-02T08:43:00.001+08:00

fine fine.. i'll update.. it looks like i post every once a month -.- LOL

Anyway, school just started and on the first day of school was a total waste of time. in fact, the whole first week was a waste of time. everyday, we skipped many peroids for carnival stuff and since my class only has a game stall which is actually a hair spray and tatoo stall, it doesn't need much preparation. It was totally boring and so i went to spectate people playing psp to pass time. Friday was even better, it was half a day of carnival stuff and i brought my psp! but instead of playing i talked with my friend for at least like two hours non stop!

Saturday! the day of the carnival, i reported to school at 7.30 even though we were suppose to report at 7.20. It was extremely boring, i first followed my class people for like 20 minutes, they were just walking round in circles and wanted to play the cyber cafe which was not open yet. So i called my last year's friend, Gerald and we walked around for a while but since all the stalls were not opened yet and he wanted to rest for a while, i told him to call me when he was going to start roaming the carnival. Anyway, i went to meet my other classmates, the ones who play PSP. It was a small group of four at a corner and i stayed there for at least one hour. Then Gerald called me and we started to 'explore' the carnival. We went to the cyber cafe to enjoy aircon first ahhahaha and i saw my earlier classmates who were playing there. It costed $6 for 1/2 hour and later it rose to $10 for 1/2hour. What a scam! But it was FULL all the way, full of my school people only LOL!! Then after getting bored of spectating the games, we went to buy some food to eat. Then we went to play some games. There was this game where we were supposed to catch balls with cups and he won a soccer ball. Actually it as a psp game but one of the person running the store removed one ball. There was this 'gladiator fighting zone' and some teachers fought on it it was cool. They stood on stools and had this giant big 'cotton buds' and tried to knock each other off and they would fall on those air cushions of course. Then it was my duty and i went to see the food stall which i was assigned to. There were already parent helpers running the store and so i went back to join my friend he at first suggested to just skip duty. In the end he also skipped his duty ahhaha. There was this haunted toilet and we wanted to try it but the queue was super ultra long. Then since the weather was very hot, we went to the cyber cafe for aircon again LOL! He still had $40 to spend cos he brought $80 i think and i had no more cos i brought only $20.

In the end at 5.00 we all assembled and had to clear rubbish and were dismissed at 6.00. Then from there i went to Novena to meet guang zheng before going for dinner. I hope my post wasn't to boring for you hah. I wished i had picture but nooooooo i don't.

Organ exam

2007-06-12T23:38:00.000+08:00

Today, i went for my organ MUSIC exam(not intestines!) at yamaha's music centre at plaza singapura. first, i did the sight reading where i had to read the piece(its pretty short) they gave me and play it on the spot however i played the pedal and chord wrong once -.-.

After that was time to play my pieces. There were three songs and they only had to pick one the songs are 'please mr postman', 'they long to be (close to you)', and 'oliveno real name is actually el bimbo'. i was most confident with please mr postman and some how they chose that song O_O however i did make a mistake with my melody during the middle part of the song..

Then it was my second batch of pieces next but this section requires me to 'edit' the song like changing the song abit but it must still sound nice. The two songs are 'swanee river' and 'little brown jug'. they choose 'swanee river'. i played one pedal note wrong.. hmm :( my shoes and feet are too big and the pedal's spacing is really too small.

Then finally it was listening. The examainer played a song of 4 counts of 4s and i had to listen and play it. For this, i got the wrong chord and the wrong note for the melody but quickly changed it.. hope i'll pass after all.. its really a low grade.

Everything finished in less than 15 minutes. Really hope i'll passed and hopefully a distinction!

sick

2007-05-13T21:43:00.000+08:00

yay! finally blogging after many people saying 'why you never update your blog?!' i haven't been updating my blog for a long time.. i know that.. cos it was the exams and i had to study for it and i studied until during my geog paper, i had a really really bad headache.. i am not sure how i continued to write on but i did.. It must be God! yea yea! the headache should have been from my late nights cos normally after studying, i would destress by.... talking on the phone! -.- now i am currently having a dry throat, dizziness and wearing two t-shirts one (one long sleeved) cos it's really cold -.- poor me. these could be due to over-studying cos i RARELY ever study or due to the last altar call during cell group where i responded! it was to get rid of all the 'junk' in our lifes and this happens.. must really pray, pray and pray. cos like aunty lillian(the one who told us about this issue) said that the next few weeks will something like a spiritual war (forgot the word she used)..

Good luck to those who is still in the midst of the exams!(papers these days are not easy) I really had a hard time doing my a maths paper mainly because i do not have any a maths classes in school and am not 'open' to the subject as in i do not have the subject as a lesson daily so its hard to catch up and further more, i could only do if i am not wrong 60% of the paper.. F&N paper was also a killer where we had to write 4 essays!(YES FOUR ESSAYS!) i'll trust God for the marks that he is going to give me, it may be a fail or a pass but there is surely a reason..

ok i hope i will feel better tomorrow after taking panadols and PRAYING! yea yea!!

first day of exams

2007-04-27T22:54:00.000+08:00

i am finally blogging haha. today was english which was my first paper there was this compo and information sheet for paper 1 and compre for paper 2... i took a loooooooooong time to choose my topic but eventually went on to write my information sheet first which is about sports shoes that cost 18 dollars O_O then i did my compo topic which is 'terror' and i believe many people chose the same topic -.- however i was not writing a story but describing the word terror yup...

after the paper i went to the canteen with my classmates to have lunch and they were thinking of starting a trading card game company!! with a budget of 200 dollars?! their first idea was about beyblade trading card game but it was copyright -.- so they wanted a new idea and everyone will submit their 'proposal' to the 'boss' Ethan.. *Ethan and i may also be watching the phantom of the opera after exams too lol..i had the best idea man! at least i think so. it is called laughing game and you'll have to make your opponent laugh.. u draw the cards and there are words on it for example 'dandruff' so you have to use the word and sing a song do an action or anything to make the person laugh hehe.. if the person giggles they lose 1 life and if they laugh they lose 2 life and if they cant stop laughing for 5 minutes and fall of the chair u win haha!! however its not really suitable for trading card games haha.. and i am suppose to submit my proposal too on monday?! hahaha nevermind exams come first..

nxt week will be humanities in this order social studies, labour day, history, chinese, geography and the week after that, e maths, physics, chem, a maths and F&N.. this mid year geog is kinda bad cos my previous geog teacher who marks SO STRITCLY THAT LESS THAN 10% OF LEVEL PASSED TEST set the paper and is even marking it after she left!? she must be out to kill our whole level for making her mad.. 1 paper down 7 papers to go (:

current marks

2007-03-26T20:15:00.000+08:00

was going through my results in my ntrix ( school result system) and found that my results are quite bad for lots of my subjects(CHINESE ESPECIALLY!!) :S mid year is round the corner and i haven't really SERIOUSLY started studying... i do revise work but its not enough.. i can tell by the results -.-
luckily there were no geog tests, or else there would be more failures :S grr.. i dislike humanities.. chinese is killing me :( i passed one out of so many chinese tests..OMG F&N!! i studied for it!! i really did!! and the next day i was sick!!?! :(
i deleted the type of test (graded assignment etc:) and the test date as it is not important :S

Subject	Description	Min	Max	Average	Rank	Raw Marks
ENGLISH LANGUAGE	NARRATIVE-THE FUGITIVE	15	26	19.24	8/29	21/30
	NEWSPAPER REVIEWS1	4	8	6.61	1/28	8/10
	COMPRE MYE 2006	7.5	19.5	13.29	28/29	9.5/25
	SUMMARY MYE 2006	10	19	15.55	7/29	17/25
	CHARACTERISATION	5	9	6.32	2/28	8/10
	IDIOMS	7	15	11.36	1/28	15/15
MATHEMATICS	PROBLEMS RELATED TO QUAD EQNS	0	24	18.11	15/28	19/24
	TEST ON CHAPTER 1 AND 3	0	12	5.55	2/29	9/20
	TERM 1 TEST 1 ON CHAPTER 2 & 3	0	18	6.07	1/29	18/25
	TERM 1 TEST 3	1	22	12.45	2/29	20/25
	INDICES AND STANDARD FORM	2	22	14.25	1/20	22/25
CHINESE	INFORMAL LETTER WRITING - COURAGEOUS ACT	0	12	7.67	12/15	0/20
	TEST ON CH 1,2,3	5	28	16.4	11/15	13/40
	COMPOSITION WRITING -- USSE OF LIBRARY	0	35	27	12/15	22/50
	FORMAL LETTER WRITING -- EATING IN BUS	8	13	10.85	9/13	10/20
	TEST ON CH 4,5,6	9	29	19.53	14/15	11/40
	COMPOSITION 2	16	36	25.45	11/12	16/50
	LISTENING COMPREHENSION TEST 1	6	18	13.07	15/15	6/20
GEOGRAPHY (REVISED	-	-	-	-	-	-
COMBINED HUMANITIES (S,H)	SOCIAL STUDIES TEST 1	2	10	7.66	13/29	8/10
	HISTORY TEST 1	5	12	8.69	13/29	9/18
	SOCIAL STUDIES COMMON TEST2	4	11	7.03	4/29	9/11
	HISTORY COMMON TEST 2	3	9	6.17	26/29	4/11
SCIENCE (PHY, CHEM)	ASSIGNMENT - ATOMIC STRUCTURE	14	25	21.31	28/29	17/25
	QUIZ - ATOMIC STRUCTURE	5	15	11.41	18/29	11/15
	CHUA CHAU LEE	0	21.5	13.47	10/29	16/25
	ASSIGNMENT - CHEMICAL BONDING	9	23.5	14.67	12/29	15/25
	QUIZ - CHEMICAL BONDING	3	14	8.59	10/29	9/15
	ASSIGNMENT - ACIDS BASES SALTS	0	19	10.9	9/29	16/20
	QUIZ - ACIDS BASES SALTS	8	17	11.52	18/29	10/20
	PHYSICS TEST 2	0	23	11.55	21/28	7.5/25
FOOD & NUTRITION	CONTINUAL ASSESSMENT TEST 1	13	28.5	18.25	-	MC
CIVICS & MORAL EDUCATION	-	-	-	-	-

grr.. i really need perseverence and patience :S i also have a book review to present tomorrow and i do not even have any book that i have read ARGH!!!

My class this year...

2007-03-20T20:33:00.000+08:00

Haha taking a break now from my F&N homework. i am stuck in the last half of the last question omg? "How can you ensure that you get enough calcium in your diet?" grrr... i searched the whole chapter in my text book and i am unable to find the answer... :( (Welcome to upper sec life dude)<-- someone's favourite phrase

haha today during PE we played frisbee!! and Ryan, Leonard and i decided to use the soccer goal post that was lying around and attempt to throw the frisbee in. Being the goal keeper is really scary as when the frisbee hits your hand when u try to block it, it will hurt really really badly and i know this because i was the goal keeper :( then Leonard took the goal keeper's place and it enjoyed it?? i think .. haha stupid leonard :S acs barker boys HAHAHA..

Anyway, now i shall talk about what was my main focus for this post, my class this year.. and this time its not about those trouble makers!! this year class is sooo good compared to last year :) ok this question has been in my mind for a long long time and i finally figured it out a few days ago i think :S people around me always tell me that i am in the class that i am currently in for a reason and it was a class without A Maths -.- .. but i didn't know what is the reason?? so i think that i found maybe like abit of the answer hehe.. :) u see.. if i was not in this class, i would not have brought my two friends to church. hmmm.. actually i only intended to bring one which was Leonard.. but ?? some how ?? Ryan also came so its really really amazing!!! God is soooo amazing... this things happening is erm.. this is a big word are you ready?? SUPERCALIFRAGILISTICEXPIALIDOCIOUS - it means fabulous =)
i also think that this is just the beginning of the almighty works of God... both of my friends were actually from church and they stopped attending for some reason?? so its really amazing :) yup yup thats all..

yay finally blogged

2007-02-26T18:01:00.000+08:00

hahas.. been a while since i blogged, cos the blogger dun let me make google account.. always got error.. finally can work yay =) and was busy looking after my new dog hahas.. name is princess :D YAY!

okay where shall we start?? ok lets talk about CNY yay! during CNY my cousins from malaysia came yay!! my cousin stayed at my hosue and his two sisters stayed above me!! which was my grandparents house!! LOL a few storeys aprt!! :S i stayed up at night to play comp until 12 omg XD and my cousin was busy playing my PSP until ??? Thats why i could not make it for the LG outing at Geralds' house lol -.-.. i was at VELOCITY!! looking for SHOES!!for my COUSIN!! and it was really really borrrrrrrrrriiinnnnnnnnnggggggg........ but overall it was fun fun fun!! cousins are awesome ya??

next cell outing will be on tuesday at ******* ******* lol guess hahas..

this wednesday is my school founders day!! yay!! no lesson i think :S thursday no school too HIP HIP HOORAY!

i am gonna study for F&N tonight.. -.- tomrow got practical+theory test aiya. must memorise chemistry formulas also.. i am going to cry!! i still cannot believe that i failed my first maths test by 1 mark and only 1 person in my class passed.. sigh.. today i had many many tests as well.. geog history maths and chinese. i think i am going to fail geog, history and chinese .. =(

neopets rocks!! (although i left 200 np)
MIAO MIAO =)

School has started!

2007-01-04T15:29:00.000+08:00

hey!!!!!!!!! haha school has started... upper sec already... longs pants OMG ..............and i got a pathetic combo .... -.- english, e maths, chinese, combined science, geog, history+ss, F&N, a maths(private) seee!!! even thou my maths was good i have to take private... well... the good thing is that.. my new class has only 28 people and like 2 or 3 trouble makers... so it is easier to study haha...erm....ok ok.. i am done... :)

lifegroup outing!!! well... sort of...

2006-12-12T19:50:00.000+08:00

hahaha today on 121206 i went to east coast with some ppl from my life group lol i met hua boon and the rest at yio chu kang MRT at eleven!!! i thought i was late but turns out that they were later...then we met gerald and headed down to east coast!!! 2km+ from gerald's house

i rented a bike for 2 hours and we all started cycling... not for me i was a beginner!!! :) lol so jia gui thought me how to cycle... the first part i could not even move an inch hahaha.... but slowly i got the hang of it... and then we cycled to the ??? end of east coast ??? well half way through i fell ... ouch!! three deep cuts... well all beginners have to fall at least once don't they haha...
jia ming also fell when we were cycling back he was taking a picture of himself using the camera and he fell on his hands his cut was far worse than mine ...

After that when we were about to go home....guang zheng appeared!!! WOW!!! soo late!!! haha... guang zheng and i walked around lol.. cos i could eat dinner outside... so could stay out long yay! we went to the wrong bus stop... then we finally found
bus 13 bus stop !!! weeee goes direct to yio chu kang mrt it took 1 hour plus XD
here are some pics i took...

aww man it is soo blur this was the first group pic.. i did not take any other pics haha all groups..

haha i took this by accident forgot to own the timer for the second shot haha...
this was the final shot nice huh can u find me haha :D

lolololol

2006-11-25T22:34:00.000+08:00

today.. 251106 after chruch.. we went for dinner and tried VELOCITY but some how it was soo crowded so we went to united square and it was around eight... to our surpirse it was also crowded... soo funny!!! haha... so we did the normal stuff order eat and talk yup.... then i put gareths(dun noe how to spell) in some ketchup it was soo funny...

later after eating ... they sang me a birthday song haha... well this year i was not messed up lol since JIA MING was not there... haha then i had to pick up something on the cake with my mouth -.-

i got a book for a present.. its entitled: He Chose You By Max Lucado ...

I also got a card with a lot of MESSAGES and a lot of horrible drawings and the word dota repeated so many times haha
here are some of the messages hahahahahaha!!!!

here is one by hua boon and yu hang and the horrible drawings haha

and this is by elden hahahaha

happy birthday to ME hahahha

2006-11-25T22:19:00.002+08:00

yesterday on friday.. on 241106 i met my frens gerald and yu jun during the afternoon ... we suppose to play bowling but some how... it was closed -.- ya so we played at the super duper mini arcade outside the bowling alley ... and we managed to play for a very long time... 20 minutues WOW and it was only like erm.. 1+ so we wanted to go some where well it supose to be orchard road or something.. then at bishan gerald got down so i said wad about we catch a movie but yu jun did not get down yup.. so we called yu jun back to bishan but he had already reached his place.. at novena... So gerald and i wasted time at junction 8 for like 30 mins.. because yu jun says the movies are not nice... so in the end gerald found out that we could take a bus at novena and we went there... we played LAN for like two hours..

after that we wanted to go and eat dinner which is fondue... at first it was my fault we dropped at the wrong bus stop... then we walked all the way into sin ming avenue when the place is @ sin ming centre.... so after walking for 30 mins we took the bus back.. and thx to some gerald who did not want to follow my instructions of walking striaght we walked a BIG big round to reach the place it took 30 mins again.. the ice cream fondue was nice and it was 10.90 ... haha... after that they were still hungry so we ate pratas... i had 1 egg and 1 plain while both of them had two eggs OMG lol ...

this is gerald the one who makes life difficult haha

could not get yujuns pic haha he was sooo ANTI camera!!!!

haha

2006-11-15T21:47:00.000+08:00

haha ... shall post something since it is
'getting very boring...' -some lionel lee

hmmm so wad happened during holidays?? well these holidays... went to the zoo with some frens.. it was fun fun fun!!! hahaha 2 bad the pics not out yet ... once out i will post k ^^

haha... today we had out 2 reach at bishan... there were very little ppl when we went to the bishan market.. ya... almost nobody !! so we went to junction 8.. there were much more ppl there... down there i met my dear friend lionel haha... stop laughing lionel !! nxt week there will be out 2 reach again! haha soo exciting ... o ya my appeal for A maths was failed -.- many other ppl who appealed had better overalls... :( so i must take private A maths if i wan so if i do well i can take when i am sec 4 ... sigh ... i scared very expensive .. -.- should have studied more =X nxt year will be different!! the miao miao cat angry already!! become the big cat RAWR RAWR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha

holidays!

2006-11-03T18:55:00.000+08:00

haha so long never blog.. busy designing those pics.. lol i designed a banner for cel blog.. adobe photo shop... its nice i made some pics lol donald duck- lionel dun kill me if i post it up LOL

-- quack quack quack

<-- my first attempt at using adobe photo shop

haha... tell me if u wan it removed lol =X i may consider ur request ^^

yup... my one week no comp games shall begin! uninstalled WC iii so harder to find games lol -.-

today.. i went to play risk @ my frens house.. it was really fun... its a board game (Not a BORED GAME) yup.. he made changes to the game play, rules and units its was fun although i was getting owned lol -.-

anyway ... holidays fly quite fast i must say.. one week already passed -.- lets hope the school will accept my appeal to get A Maths as a subject ...

The holidays are nice! haha

Visit To Old People House

2006-10-16T19:01:00.000+08:00

Hey, today after school went to old peoples house... well i got part 1 of my math marks... 38/50 omg la.. dam low lor... i expected 40... -.- nvm .... okay i revamped my blog cos very squeezey to post pics and any way exam is over lol

we went to the old peoples house for CIP hours... we spent like 1H+ but got like 3H lol cos dam slack lol...

their houses are dam small.. no rooms.. they sleep in their living room and their living room is super small.. size of my room and my room is dam small lol -.-

the place is really dark and errie...

we had to ring many door bells.. and knock but nobody lol we managed to enter two houses...
The First House..

Look at how everything is squeezed up...

Wow look at those stoves...

She Had cards in her house and my fren wanted to play lol she scolded him and told him that it is wrong LOL things were differnent at second house.. very different

the second house...
on the way there took a picture of the haze.. it was 11 stories high.. and its very very hazey.. scary man-.-

The Last House... Second only lol

Shes quite rich lol her fridge is dam new...

and there are loads of cigartes lol did not take -.- waste time
my friend best.. he keep joking and asked the auntie to give him ciagartes... shockingly she took a box from a bag.. there were two bags of cigartes.. rich lol my fren was like WHAT!! lol he was so shocked .. the auntie kinda deaf.. anyways... -.- my spelling sux lol my fren told me see smoke still can live so long.. she is 84 OMG! then i told him lol live long.. but DEAF LOL

exams are over

2006-10-10T17:58:00.000+08:00

YAY exams are finaly over.... well results out soon.. so fast!!! oh no..... zzz tomrow and thursday no school.. marking day...... -.- i duno wad to say.... as in the post.. nothing to say ^^

exams almost over

2006-10-08T21:24:00.000+08:00

Been a while since i posted something hehe... exams mah... busy.... well since i finshed revising my maths i decided to post... lazy to post everytime ^^ ok how did i tink i fared??... well english seems okay...Chinese paper one is over and it was quite okay as well.. hmm history.. tink i can pass for once cos i studied for it for once ^^ geog was not very good.. i studied but.... i did not really tink i fared well for that... science too... studied for it.. but wad they gave me were all experiments! OMG i did not focus much on chemistry...... my chemistry really stinks.... lol hard to remember... civics was soooo easy.. lol well maths is nice.. many ppl dislike it thou.. maths is like a puzzle. when u do a sum.. u just do n do and when u finsih it. u feel great.. u use so many methods to get one answer .. like a puzzle thats why i like.. ^^ well duno how sum of my frens like science lol its not fun its just remembering all the things... all contextual knowledge not fun.. lol..

ok this question alwasy come to me when i study.. or when i am studying half way and i am bored.. so i stone LOL dream hehe.. the question is : if you were not in this world.. where will you be? the question sounds pretty scary sometimes.. i not sure why lol.. nvm .. its just a thought...

music changed

2006-09-19T18:37:00.002+08:00

noting to post-.- exam is just trying to study but must slack a bit lolx -.- i changed the song cos the old one no sound! =( nvm this song also can la... -.- XD

-.-

2006-09-13T19:36:00.000+08:00

study study study sooo boring.. using a lap top to blog so i dun play games hehe!! lol today in school got my swiming cert yay!! silver man!! Look!!!

SILVER SWIMMING AWARD

MY BUlb also blowed! now must change oh no! -.-

also bought a book.. manga -.- dun know why la looks very nice!! -.- its called Kingdom Hearts.. its about a boy in a world to save some body.. the world of disney! mickey mouse also got !! 1=8.50 sad.. thats for series one... after i finish the 4 volumes i go series 2 now they only at vol.1 for series 2... 7.90! OMG

SChool was real bad-.-

2006-09-12T19:09:00.000+08:00

today for the first time... i am writing about the teachers!!! -.- so bias... the teacher walked out cos some body did not want go out-.- sigh nvm the best she call HOD again last time our class had to clean the whole english lvl!!! this is soooo unfair!! she let some ppl into the class and sent the rest down to the general office... Outside principal office! She let ppl who talk sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much more than lots of ppl outside -.- not fair =( sigh so un fair... we almost got suspeneded! its NOT FAIR!!! also had oral exam.... it was great man! i got the best and most kind teacher in the hall!! aweomse!!! O RIGHT! ialso went library photo copy past year exam papers-.- why now so nerd! lol.. three more weeks!! oh my gosh!!! help!!! sooo hard!! who can help?

THE TEACHER IS EVIL!!!!!

!!!

2006-09-09T22:53:00.000+08:00

I REVAMPED THE BLOG Its so much MESSIER!!! So NICE !!! WOWOWOW this is sooooooooooooooooooo fun and mmmmmmeeeeeessssssyyyyyy lOL!!! =)

Long time no blog.....

2006-08-02T18:33:00.000+08:00

WAH VERY LONG NEVER BLOG ALREADy... FINALY GET MODEM BACk... NORMALLY I WILL BE playing dota.... LOL.... well i got my handphone back..... it took me like hmmmmmm...... 3 weeks lol!! hahas........ Yay national day coming.. and the best one is the E-LEARNING... YEA E-Learning= E-Gaming~~ ^^ -.- XD ... lol zzz

hi???

2006-06-27T10:45:00.001+08:00

lol now in schoold during recess... blooggign for no reason.. well.... nothing lolX ?? XD secondday.. nothing la.. dotz... ok la .. b b... omg dance this week die le lolX... XD bb

First Day of School!!!

2006-06-26T15:51:00.000+08:00

RARAR back to school -_-lll ... so fast le..... so much home work omg die le..... well today was not so bad.... not too much trouble in school today.. .well.... hope nothing bad will happen... i dun know what to right... sian... well i remaked my blog =) ok finish writing le... bye... ^^

June Holidays Are GONE FINISHED!!! =(

2006-06-25T17:40:00.000+08:00

ZZZZ ANY WAY Its FINSHED MAN ... DOts.. SCHOOL START LE.. SCARY SCARY SCARY!!! I DUN WAN GO =( its scary cos nvm read my previous post ^^ Ya.... Finnaly updated my blog too lol... well this june holidays what is good = === == church camp XD GERALD TAN ADMIT UR THE MASK MEN =X any ways.... Dance is Like Soo FUN!! LOl but did not want to join =P but its fun though... seriously.. Hope All The Dancers remember their moves lol bye bye =)

Why Why Why!!??

2006-04-18T18:37:00.000+08:00

WHY WHY WHY WHY I DROP CLASS.... THE ppl IN MY CLASS ARE SOOOOOOOOO BAD... WEll Most Of THEM... My BOTTLE NOW LEAKING.... Sianz>>>> My STufF Some Times Get StoLEN....WHY WHY WHY...> I WILL BE FRANk.. I Already Cried TWICE this Year.... NOT FALLING DOWn.... is PPL DO ONE.... First is Throw Bottle into my eye... second = Threathen ME And PINCH SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HARd.....

WHY LIKE THAT ONE.... WHY WHY WHY............ I AM SOOOOOOOOOO PISSEd WITH SOME OF MY CLASS MATES.................................................... :( Now for Good Stuf... :) I GOT Full marks for Maths Test.. COOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Top In Class.. .MAybe in whole level. yay :) hope i dun end up i nsame class NEXT YEAR

yay

2006-04-17T15:01:00.000+08:00

i REMEMBER MY PASSWORD COOL BY THE WAY... THOSE ********************************************************(cannot finish because too many things) SPAMMERS BETTER WATCH OUT... I BANN U ALL ALREADY....

GIVE ME MY ANG POWS!!!!

2006-01-22T18:15:00.000+08:00

Few More Days tO Chinese New Year-ang pow collection day.../ tis friday gonna watch i not stupid 2 with school 2 bucks ONLY!!!!@ LIDO.... HMM....Wad to say... o ya.. i signed up for baptism...

By the way... my class is crazy.... they like the history teacher OMG!!!!SIAn.... Geog teacher WORST so VuLgAr... keep tellinng us sick jokes... :S

thats all BYE

Yours Truly, Samuel Eeeeeee

Fruits Are Bad!

2005-11-26T21:58:00.000+08:00

Never Ever Put Banana Or Tomatos On Ur Head..... Today Kanna Those Fruits... SO FRUITY.... Cos Its My Belated Birthday Suppose Be on 24 Nov... got BF 2 Limited Edition For birthday.. cool ok... bb... v long will not blog again...

HOLIDAY IS BORING!!!!

2005-11-07T12:30:00.000+08:00

I Tell U A Secret... HOLIDAY IS SO BORING!!!! HOLIDAY IS SO BORING!!!! HOLIDAY IS SO BORING!!!!HOLIDAY IS SO BORING!!!!HOLIDAY IS SO BORING!!!!HOLIDAY IS SO BORING!!!!HOLIDAY IS SO BORING!!!!HOLIDAY IS SO BORING!!!!HOLIDAY IS SO BORING!!!!HOLIDAY IS SO BORING!!!!HOLIDAY IS SO BORING!!!!HOLIDAY IS SO BORING!!!! thats all i can say.. last of all...HOLIDAY IS SO BORING!!!! BYEBYE!!!

YAY!!!

2005-10-25T21:18:00.000+08:00

YAY EXAM RESULTS OUT!!! PASSED: ENGLISH CHINESE MATHS SCIENCE HOME ECONOMIC.. humans all fail.. :(

AnyWay, i was thinking that i might fail badly... thats all bb

=(

2005-10-16T16:26:00.000+08:00

Why No One Crap on me tag board!!!!!! =(

If U see my Blog u MUST crap and its a MUST MUST remember MUST!!!!

Freedom At Last!!!!

2005-10-13T10:00:00.000+08:00

Yup Yup Exams Are Over!!! =) FINALLY TIME TO RELAX~!!!!

But History Paper Gonna Be Realesed... Sian........ I In SChool waiting for histroy paper to be released...... Thats all i must Go!! BB......

Exams Over Coundown!~

2005-10-12T18:45:00.000+08:00

Exam Is About To Finish Soon.... One More Day.. CHINESE!!!! Dotz... Any Way... Plz Use My Tagboard it is so Kosong...... PLEASE CRAP ON THE TAG BOARD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NoNoONoNONOnOO

2005-09-29T13:45:00.000+08:00

EXAMS ARE COMING SOON!! OMG OMG STUDY STUDY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YAY

2005-09-14T15:02:00.000+08:00

Tommorow To Next Wednesday is holiday e learning so cool!!!!!!! Do work on com mUAHAHAHHAA any way.......... signed up for some remedial........ this 'holiday' thats all bb....

???

2005-09-07T14:42:00.000+08:00

have not been blogging for a long time .. play warcraft when use com... O_O trying not to play too much today subsituted it for blogging and command and conquer generals so got no magic.............................................. thats all bye bye.......